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Monday, March 31, 2008

Finally, I'm here to blog! Sorry been really busy to updates and speak to u lately. Yes indeed, alot of things happened and I felt the change in all of us. Maybe it is the growing up process or maybe it is just indivdual us chasing after diff lifestyles..

Life will never be smooth and struggles are always part of our lives. Yes we always say, WE need to be STRONGER.. But how strong is stronger? I understand your down point.. Really understand the fact that losing the person you cherished and it will be gone maybe forever, but look at the brighter side, maybe this is just a test for you... Test for your patience? Test for your determination? U need to stand up and walk it through.. After that you might found a BRAND new life belonging to yourself.

To maine: Maybe to you, I'm always strong or perhaps stronger den you but deep down I wasn't I chose my life that way I want to and Just show it to the person how good life can be.. I dun wan to be a loser, bitching, crying and complain nonstop.. That's me when I define loser in myself so that I'll not be sore about.. SHh ar! I know at times we really feel that not worth to be treated lydat but well count ourselves lucky becuz this isn't the worse.. The worse will come from ourselves if we still continue to hold it.. =)

I'm glad you have think it through and I'm looking forward to your new life.

Busy Kitty!! =P

life is meaningless- HATE me pls .

5:15 PM

Thursday, March 27, 2008

had been years never log in to here le...

everything seem so different now??

i dunno... or is it still the same??

i cant say anything anymore...

up to u to decide wat to do...who to be with...

move on with ur life without me ba..

on the way, u'll find ur happiness...you'll be happier..

she's beta den me.. she can take care of u beta den i do ba..

im wishing u 2 all the best with my sincerity.

like i say be4, if those couple reli mean to be..

nothing can break them away...

is jus the matter of time..if we reli dun mean to be...

den onli can ren ming ba...

*you yuan wu fen*

take care always,
ur loving baby

life is meaningless- HATE me pls .

8:17 PM

down point.

i wish im not affected.
i wish im not silly.
i wish im not stupid.
i wish im naive forever.

i have the NEED to recover. recover from the heartache and pain.
scar will leave with me forever. and it gonna be a huge deep scar.

'mainez-

life is meaningless- HATE me pls .

12:34 AM

Saturday, March 22, 2008

yeah. gonna re open this blog for the darling. =)

i'll start blogger coz of you k? mrs lim. AHEM.

yes. a lot to update... and we promised once.. this blog there will not be lies. and neither am i hiding anything from you. dun wish to find though... like wat we used to do in sec sch.

i decided to move on like wat she wan me to do.
it really hurt so much to hear your love one saying... 'i dun love you anymore.'

im really tat bad ba.. tat not worth for her to cherish.

if really gonna hide it.. den keep it deep inside ba. cant rely on her anymore. cant expect frm her anymore. cant...

move on and carry on le.
bleeding inside.. but.. i'll bear all the pain..

=)

`mAinez -

life is meaningless- HATE me pls .

4:24 PM

We did not plan it to be this way -
But things have gotten so bad between us
I don't see us ever being together ever again
Like we used to be
But then of course everything always happens for a reason
I guess it was never meant to be
But it's just something we have no control over and that's what destiny is

sorrie; i love you ......

I watched the walls
around me crumble
But its not like
I won't build them up again
So here's your last
chance for redemption
So take it while it lasts
because it will end
And my tears are turning into time
I've wasted trying to find
a reason for goodbye
I cant live without you
Can't breathe without you
I dream about you honestly
Tell me that its over
Because the world is spinning and
I'm still living
It wont be right if were not in it together
Tell me that it's over
And I'll be the first to go
Don't want to be the last to know
I won't be the one to chase you
But at the same time you're the heart that
I call home
I'm always stuck with these emotions
And the more I try to feel the less I'm whole
My tears are turning into time
I've wasted trying to find a reason for goodbye
My tears are turning into time
I've wasted trying to find a reason for goodbye
Tell me that it's over
Over
Honestly tell me
Honestly tell me
Don't tell me that its over
Don't tell me that its over..