Thursday, January 27, 2005
Its been a long time, I've post anything. lolz.. Seriously, I dunno wad to post.. Life is still the same for me, only the fact the we are getting more and more busy le. Our gatherings are becoming lesser le.. It seems that we have drifted from each other.. Esp HS.. She really missing manx.. din jio us out or make effort to meet us? I only know that she has been at home since she graduated.. My sheep has been rotting at home.. *argh* At least, maine and I still meet up occassionary. Though we had been busy with our stuff but I believe we still care for each other. Sometimes, when I'm dazing, I really think abt the past we had. Esp. Those days before we enter poly. I believe that is the most memorable time we had together rite? If only time can turn back, wldn't it be better?? Haiz.. juz hope that we can be like in the past.
Oh life with my New partner is still good. Though sometimes, I wondered whether we are compatible not?? Basically, we have diff mindsets and I dunno how to deal with the problems. In times, when I just can't control myself, and kinda pissed by him and "shout" at him.. But he juz thinks that I'm throwing tantrums in public and left me alone there to throw my own face. Seriously, we wld like to argue in the public rite? but well, everything is always settled so i shldn't bothered abt it too much i guess. I dun deny the fact the he dote and love me alot but juz that he dunno wad i want and wad m i thinking abt.. *big problem* shall not talk abt him liao.. need to go have my dinner.. damn hungry loh.. will try to update more frequently. -ling-
life is meaningless- HATE me pls .
6:29 PM
We did not plan it to be this way -
But things have gotten so bad between us
I don't see us ever being together ever again
Like we used to be
But then of course everything always happens for a reason
I guess it was never meant to be
But it's just something we have no control over and that's what destiny is
sorrie; i love you ......
