Wednesday, September 29, 2004
yeapx.. it's true tat we are really too busy wif our own life le.. but no matter wat.. we muz stay as close as before k.. =) Hello.. ling!! STOP SKIPPING SCH AND SLACKING.. EXAM COMING!!! WAKE UP!! study realy hard k.. =) dun worry.. and save the tym to study instead of worry.. will have more time to study le rite?? im having holidays now.. till oct 10.. so call me out anytime lor..
well.. i understand too ya.. i understand tat tis kind of relationship will not have a future.. if u are able to be strong.. able to put dwn the "long-term" relationship.. why not turn back to the normal life? i oso understand tat.. after all....... we still have to change our life partner.... to someone tat we can relied and live with for the rest of our life.... we did it for our parents.. our future.. guess.. ally juz has to tink over ya.. coz... kriz understand..... =)
sunzi is oso very busy ya.. din see her online.. din even call me too.. guess... im alwayz too busy for her.. now im free.. she dun even noe bah... but i tink she oso having exam now bah.. msg her.. but no reply... so shall wait for her to reply lor.. =)
my dear.. of coz busy wif her business... so busy tat we hardly have the time to go out le ya... anyway.. dear dear... i noe u understand abt my future... but i guess... it wun end so soon... coz... I WANA BE WIF U FOR THE LONGEST... and... I WANA BE THE WOMAN U LOVE MOST!! heex.... =) u noe i wun be able to give u up... so ya.... follow our plan den.. ahem!! love u lOtz...
ling.. miss u alot alot too... since tis week is ur study week.. and u have so many things to catch up.. izzit not very right to meet up tis week?? well.. i tink u finish studying.. have confidence in tat topic.. and can go out le.. u tell me k... i will make myself free for u k... specially for u.. heex.. =) love ya.. muackz..
life is meaningless- HATE me pls .
1:50 AM
Tuesday, September 28, 2004
Hello.. this blog really kena abandon super long sia. well perhaps we are too busy to update each other's life ba. well.. alot of things happened during this period la. and i dunno wad i've been doing oso.. skip sch like no1 business and slack. and now kinda unable to catch up with sch work. and my exam is only next week. i've got so many things to catch up. damn worry for myself. As for her, i do worry abt her studies too. but she juz dun understand tat we dun have a future at all. wad's more can i do, there will b no fullstop in our r/s.. and think of it..?? my parents will nv allowed tat? i've to change my life partner, some1 tat i can relied and live with the rest of my life and my parents will accept it. not only she feeling miserable, i do too. but my misery isn't the same as her i supposed.
anyway stop talking abt tat la. i missed maine.. though i saw her on friday at the chalet but i missed those ktv-ing days.. when will b our next meeting sia.. -pondered- hmm better meet up soon to catch up with u all manx. i missed kriz and sheep oso loh.. ARgh.. we seems so difficult to get together to meet up sia.. pengz.. alrites shall blog soon k?? miss u all alrites? -mucks-
life is meaningless- HATE me pls .
11:46 AM
We did not plan it to be this way -
But things have gotten so bad between us
I don't see us ever being together ever again
Like we used to be
But then of course everything always happens for a reason
I guess it was never meant to be
But it's just something we have no control over and that's what destiny is
sorrie; i love you ......
