Saturday, January 31, 2004
oh well.. it's alrite kriZ.. cuz i'm not so pettY la.. i undERstand tat.. well if i were maine i might oso spent time with my gf waD.. so wun blame maine or u la.. cuz u all are my great pals.. ahaha.. we share so many stUffs and been thru upS and dOWns togetHeR.. wun be too sad over this la.. cuz in our hearTs.. maine haf mE and i haf maine ma.. wahaha.. juz hoPE we can meet up someday and spent time together loh.. i miss the daYs during our long vacations loh.. haIz.. V day coming.. having headache wad to get for BB.. really run out of idEA le.. hmm.. and she dun lack of anything.. haiz.. wad she need most?? i really dunno loh.. perhaps mE spending the entire day and even stayed over with her?? haiz.. i really haf nO ideA... -hEAdachE-
|inG -1207-
life is meaningless- HATE me pls .
10:22 PM
Friday, January 30, 2004
eh...never reli sleep well today...onli slept for few hours ya..cos my bro bro came find me N we gamble at my hse ya...then go fetch my dear after her school ya...she not feeling well again ya...so never go for trainning..sob sob...see her so weak n tired..my hearts pain...Cries!!!anyway ling...i'm sorry,i beg maine neglected u coz wan to be wif me...i didnt know ally dun reli like jasper cos she look like CC...anyway it doesnt matter ya...Laopo,i beg being wif me u did change alot...after being wif me,ur attitude towards all ur friends seem to change...i beg is cos of me again...i dun wan u to change anymore...jus be urself ya..be e socialable ppl tat many ppl likes ur care n concern...i dun wan ur friends going ard saying y u suddenly change ya...y e last time charmaine is different le...i jus hope u to be happy...i dun wanna cos of me u lose all ur friends...esp ur SISTER...u understand??GET BACK UR OWNSELF TAT I FIRST KNOW U...i'll be happier...[kriz-12]
LING-MEI=i'm reli sorry...dun get e wrong idea k,u still maine's forever best sister!!no one can replace u in her heart de worz,even not me...haha...heard tat u r sick ya,muz take gd care k...get well soon!!
LAOPO=remember,change for urself,not for me k...hope u will know how i reli feel...get back to ur ownself ya...some things is meant to be ya...nothing can be change de...jus like my love for u..heez..:)
life is meaningless- HATE me pls .
2:07 AM
Thursday, January 29, 2004
hmm.. i jus reach home from town.. nia go skool today wor.. actualli wanted to go.. but in the end i was caught in the jam for one hour.. no choice haffa ask the cabby to u-turn to my bro bro kriz's hse.. sucky mann.. waste bout 20buck siaz.. den stay at her hse till bout 5pm den go fetch her stead.. [maine].. was kinda feeling sad these few days.. cuz broke up wif ol last week.. i think tat she'll neva get over 83.. its been 3yrs le.. haiz.. nvm.. maybe the one she realli luv is her not me.. but the one she need is me dat's all... jus lyk the quote "its a lost to lose someone u luv.. but its a greater lost to lose someone who luv u.." somehow or rather i decided to gif up afterall... life haffa go on rite..
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life is meaningless- HATE me pls .
11:59 PM
haIz.. nvm la.. i know Jasper need u all more den i do.. so din really being bother abt it loh.. i'm okaY with gg out with u all but not with the melson la.. diff country ar.. but ally dun like JAsper cuz remind her of CG la.. wahaha... been sick for so long.. finally recovering le.. hEe.. juz tat the cough still on off on off de.. *arGH* today met BB.. ahaha.. bought her candy wor.. in return she bought snacks for mE.. wahhaa.. finally allow mE to eat potato Chip.. *yeah* craving for so long.. finally can eat le.. *hOrraY..*
i miss maine lehz.. hasn't see her online today woR.. BB bAthing.. waiting for her to online oso.. Argh.. so boring.. waiting for hEr....
|ing -1207-
life is meaningless- HATE me pls .
9:57 PM
Wednesday, January 28, 2004
hMmm.. ling.. im sorry ya.. i was actually thinking tat ally is back.. therefore shld leave u 2 alone and have a romantic day ya.. u mistaken my idea le.. kriz oso cant leave jasper alone rite?? me in the middle lei.. u got ally yet jasper got no one.. so is jasper need us more rite?? If ally is not back yet.. i will for sure meet u de lor.. rite? heex... dun sad sad la... okie?? and my dear.. dun anyhow think think k.. and dun be sad k... coz.. we will be okie.. everything is fine now.. let the past be the past.. we will be happy de rite?? promise me... u will give me happiness one ya.. okie?? im really very tired of quarreling le.. i really dun wish to throw my temper one.. im already controlling my temper.... do bare wif me for now k?? i will change... =)
life is meaningless- HATE me pls .
11:27 PM
Tuesday, January 27, 2004
haIz.. agree wIth maine.. everything gotta put a fUll stOp and start a new wAn.. so Ya.. hAppy wiTH noW wor.. -hee- BB love mE sOOoo muCh.. feel sO good.. hmm todAy nv gO sch ahaha actUally got la.. only 2 hr lec.. but was feeling rEal sicK.. so went to sEE doctOr again.. BB come sch and fetCH mE.. Hee.. went her hse and rest.. YummY she cooked for mE.. so nIce.. bAobaO.. wahaha.. -2 thumbs uP- oh.. so siaN.. got lots of stuff to do and haven started any of it.. diE manx.. duEdate coming.. -wOrry- haiz.. haiz.. i missing my BB liaO.. oh Ya.. ytd we bought new goldfish.. hee.. it's BB's bAobei wOr.. ytd missed my weSTside story shOW.. argh.. but BB say she will get the VCD for mE.. ahaha.. i shAll wait ar?? hmm ytd actually wanted to meet maine.. but haiz.. she too stick to kriz like glue den bcuz of jasper den not meeting mE.. actually kinda sad la.. cuz she always put mE at the Priority beside kriz.. haiz.. -sobx- lucky got BB pei mE.. if not more sad ar..
|ing -1207-
life is meaningless- HATE me pls .
9:17 PM
Sunday, January 25, 2004
cant get to slp ya.. so decided to come here update a bit.. ahem.. im updating ya.. if not ltr ling will nag n nag n nag ritE?? ahaha.. yeapx.. went out yest.. had a family outing wif lOts of extras ppl.. heex.. but the main characters are together can liao rite.. ally is back!! finally rite?? ahaha.. guess ling wait till her neck long until duno wher liao sia.. ahem.. anyway.. members of yest outing were... my dear, me, my darling ling, ally, my dearest sunzi, melson kor, jasper, jove, casie and thersa.. ahaha.. k.. i noe im mean but den it's true.. the moment i saw casie.. i was damn.... HAPPY?? coz im no longer the bigger size P among them.. gOsh.. ling was lyk luff n luff wen she noe jasper was interested in casie lor.. ahaha.. but i tink now jasper change target to thersa le.. an ABC gal sia.. cool man.. her tatoo damn nice lor.. she's HOT..!! but den look very mature.. i though i look damn mature le.. but she is worse den me sia.. =X heex... having fun teasing ally yest.. asking her to explain tat thingy.. though she was unable to really explain.. but guess it is between ling and her ya.. since ling accepted her explaination den wat else can i say rite? gotta noe alot of things sia.. my dear actually dun lyk melson kor.. and i juz found out abt it tis few days ya.. before tat we did quarrel AGAIN coz of my kor.. she said im being too close wif her.. but i dun even tink so sia.. i tink if it is in the past.. im so so so much closer den MC kor lor.. so diaoz.. we had different views.. therefore quarrel again.. and she NEARLY break wif me lor.. haiz... anyway forget abt such unhappy stuff sia.. WE ARE STILL FINE!! all tat i noe is.. i gotta CHANGE.. though i hate to change.. but guess i have no choice bah.. hear tis?? MAINE gotta CHANGE!! argh...!! i was rather annoyed yest worz.. coz melson was irritating me indirectly.. the way she tok to me.. giving me attitude.. haiz.. why my kor treat me lyk tat? she still fierce me sia.. i was totally SHOCKED.. it was the first tym she actually tok to me in tat way.. sadded sia.. how can?? i will scared one ma.. hmmppff.. walked ard here and there.. enjoyed shopping.. buying the same t-shirt wif dear dear and i brought her a braclet. cool man.. quite nice.. ling, ally and i felt tat it is nice sia.. =) actually intend to go kor's sis hse gamble one.. but mummy wans me to be home by 10 coz my mei was alone at home.. so ling n ally went off first den we went for dinner [but i din eat only kor eat], took some nep-prints and dear send me home lor.. oh ya.. RAINY DAYz.. have u ever wonder how long we waited for the cab.. gosh..!! damn long queue lor.. even wanted to on call cab but the number busy.. nvm.. so we waited n waited... finally got a cab and i reached home b4 10!! heex.. and dear dear was at my hse too.. checking her friendster and fridae.. ard 12+.. oPps.. realise tat we din had our dinner yet, so i cooked for her to eat lor.. and i oso got eat ya.. den she go off ard 2+... i noe she dun wish to go back.. but no choice la.. ltr my parents come back den i die sia.. so she went off lor.. luckily she go off early wor coz my dad came back 10 mins after she left.. phew!! heex.. me gonna be a bad gal tml.. coz im skipping sch.. partly coz im sick.. and i dun feel lyk going to sch.. and oso i can pei my dear ma.. =) ling oso skipping sch coz she is SICK.. forever duno how to take care one sia.. haiz.. oPps.. din realise tat im so damn long-winded.. guess i gotta stop here le ya.. *winkz.. oh ya.. my darling.. LOVE DO OVERCOME EVERYTHING... juz forget abt it liao k.. it's the past le.. juz let it be k?? dun bother so much le.. as i said.. wat matter most is NOW.. she luv u.. u luv her.. onzz la.. everything settled!! heex.. lalala.. bleahx.. happy ending k.. so put a FULL STOP over the journal thingy liao hor.. enjoy the tym being together ya.. =)
life is meaningless- HATE me pls .
11:55 PM
Saturday, January 24, 2004
wahaha.. no pple update for some time liao.. i shall update it!! today CNY 3rd day.. mE sick sick loh.. getting worse loh.. sobx.. 1st day of CNY bb came over and visit mE and my mama.. saw the handbag she bought for mE.. so nice and sweet.. wahha.. she so turn on by my CNY clothes, she say veri cute.. but again complain the skirt being too short... today gg to meet bb and go over lala hse wor.. den gg to meet maine wor.. ahaha.. so cute ar.. family outing wor.. wahaha.. they long time nv see ally liao.. wahaha.. hmm ytd talked to bb abt the journal thingY.. haiz.. almost cry la.. cuz damn disappointed with her ans. haiz.. wad to dO.. DO LOVE OVERCOME EVERYTHING?? haiz.. really dunno wad to say loh.. perhaps i shld juz forget abt the matter.. but it's really hard loh.. it's like haunting mE.. sobx. haiz.. k la.. it's CNY so no sadness wor.. -wink- enjoy CNY wor.. -yIppY-
|ing -1207-
life is meaningless- HATE me pls .
10:28 AM
Tuesday, January 20, 2004
hmm good to hear tat maine and kriz kOr okay le.. *yippY* ahaha met maine ytd.. din really enjoy the outing la... was kinda irritated at the end loh.. maine bought ear rings for mE.. ahaha am i suppose to wear tat for my CNY?? with my outfit?? lol.. retrO lehz.. sO funny for mE to wear tat ear ring lehz.. ltr i dun dare go out ar.. wahaha.. *kuA zHAng* got fever today and wasn't feeling too good either.. well tml no sch sO can get to rest loh.. *yeah* BB is coming back tml nite.. gg to meet her woR.. happy wor.. but at the same tat i dunno wad will i say when i get to face her loh.. cuz i can't seems to forget tat incident.. haiz.. hoW?? damn depressing loH.. so stress.. tml gotta go buy things with mum.. *tired*
|ing -1207-
life is meaningless- HATE me pls .
8:51 PM
k.. i better update something before tis blog is going to rot.. everything is back to normal.. im not crying anymore.. had a hard hard tym tat day sia.. glad tat both of us overcome everything again.. this relationship been thru too much of rain n thurder le... gonna have peace somewher le.. haiz... by opening up to each other will be the best way to maintain peace ma?? hopefully ya.. =) yeah... meet up wif ling yest.. miss her so so so so much sia.. and finally gotta meet her... hMMm... went shopping the whole day sia.. i am damn tired lor.. from 10AM+... shop till 11PM+ power to the core right?? phew... anyway... i brought lots of earings.. den brought a dress.. hMmm.. they say nice.. and my dear say nice.. so she buy for me lor.. hmmmm... oh ya.. im so happy for ling sia.. coZzz.. CNY is coming.. AND ALLY IS COMING BACK.... ahaha.. she sure very happy sia.. but i noe in another hand.. haiz... i understand can liao sia... sob sob.. hope tat her feelings is true worz.. dun ever let ling dwn le ya..
life is meaningless- HATE me pls .
6:08 PM
Saturday, January 17, 2004
Crying myself to sleep.. my eyes is swollen and i ponder what im doing? we are back to normal but im hurt.. and i guess you were hurt too.. perharp deeper den how i feel.. i cause the hurt.. i cause us to be miserable.. im the one at fault.. no one to be blame but me.. but at tat moment.. im really angry over ur attitude towards me.. i said harsh words out of angriness.. i dun mean it.. and at tat tym, im still struggling btw u n her.. u shld noe better den me.. i changed myself for u.. i did everything juz for u.. almost all my free time is for u.. i din even meet ling.. din even meet huishan.. i can skip sch for u.. skip training for u.. beg my mum to work midnight wif u.. why why why u doubt my feelings?? how hurt is it... u noe?? i bet u wun noe.. all along wat u noe and see is u giving in.. i fa pi qi.. im the one at fault but den do u noe in some way u did indirectly hurt me which i din wana say out?? i nv once complain.. i nv argue wif u.. i nv wana quarrel.. noe why i alwayz fa pi qi?? is oso bcoz u made me veri pek cek i cant release out therefore i attitude.. will u ever noe this?? u wun ya... to u.. to everyone... IM THE BITCH.. THE SLUT.. THE FLIRT.. THE ONE ALWAYZ AT FAULT.. to ur frenz.. i quietly let them think how i am.. i am an unreasonable gal.. i am a da xiao jie.. i hurt u.. i made u sad.. i made u cry!! they had bad impression of me.. i noe all tis.. they dun lyk me.. i oso noe.. maybe im really wat the think i am ya.. after all to everyone im lyk tat except ling.. do u throughly understand me?? i dun wish to control u.. i let u smoke if u wan.. i dun wan u to spend money on me coz i noe u oso need it for urself.. i dun wan u to wake up and come all the way to meet me coz i noe u are tired after work.. i changed ya.. i nv treat u lyk tis b4 rite... but y.... still doubt me???
you make my heart ache like never before
you make my heart yearn as much as its capable of
you turn my dreams into reality
you show me what true happiness could be
what else can i ask for...
but now you tear my heart apart again..
finding your name in my heart..
gently close it back and wana start all over again..
you will never noe the heart you once tear apart..
will never be heal back le..
even if it does, it will take a very long time..
i could never count e tears i shed for you....
neither could i count e cuts you inflicted on my heart...
but never once did i blame you for it...
for my love is stronger den all those...
i nv once told you how impt you were to mi...
i thought you would understand...
but now, it is too late 2 express myself...
coz you doubt my feelings..
life is meaningless- HATE me pls .
12:33 PM
YESH... it's me AGAIN!!!! is me who hurt my dear AGAIN!!!!!! now wat tat person said is true.. IM A BITCH.. A SLUT.. A FLIRT.. wat a joke rite?? the one i seriously in love wif now asked me do i love her....... i noe it was my fault to say such harsh words.. but why doubt me?? ever since i told u i forgot abt my ex... love u whole-heartedly.. i mean it lor.. sob sob...... wat shld i do now?? y dun u juzz hate me?? y dun u juz scold me?? y stil continue to love me?? IM A BITCH.. A SLUT.. A FLIRT.. there's nothing good abt me!!!!!!!!!!! hate me can..................................................???????
life is meaningless- HATE me pls .
2:32 AM
Wednesday, January 14, 2004
i oso had a long day.. but a fun day ya.. wif my classmates.. they really drive me mad wif all their lamest jOkes sia.. ahaha.. i was being insulted tat i am a FLIRT.. ahaha.. a FLIRT worz... am i?? there's nothing wrong to |ove 2 rite... and sum more.. im trying hard to forget the other one.. now tat i forgo her and get on wif my life together wif my dear.. SOMEONE said im a flirt?? the biggest joke of the year sia.. being known as a devoted gal to my dear and frenz yet someone said tat abt me.. wat an insult rite.. anyway.. i cant be bothered... juz find it damn childish... suspect is the same old person?? ahaha.. i tink so ya.. hMmm... im oso tired of dressing to sch sia.. so i juz anyhow grap my clothes and off i go.. ahaha.. who cares.. no one will say me in sch ya.. ahaha..
linG ya.. i tink i managed to survive wif STRESS sia... as all said.. we are the STRONG gals... so we gotta overcome everything worz... ahaha... ally is the source of ur motivator and kriz my dearest lao gong.. u.. sunzi.. ade.. jake di.. and all my frenz are my motivators.. so glad to have u all ard.. and made me go on... carry on.. and overcome all problems.. LING.. i OSO WILL PROTECT U AS LONG AS I CAN... me so big size... wun kana blow awayz by the wind de.. wahaha...
life is meaningless- HATE me pls .
10:54 PM
had a long day todaY.. -yawn- feeling qiute ok.. wahaha cUZ finally received BB's mail.. her words of caring and love makes mE sO energetic loh.. -wink- i juz love her to the extreMe, although she sAy she oso love mE as much as i dO.. but i'm afraid histoRy wld repeat loh.. haiX.. *fan* well noW better concentrate on my hOrriblE studiEs loh.. cuz been slacking alot pluS my dress senSe aR.. getting bAD!! kao feel sO shag tO dress uP.. well noW gotta change no more my anyHow dressed up to sch liAo.. hEe..
oh deaR!! maine, in life, we suRe wld face great pRoblems loh.. it's hoW we gotta managed it.. no matter hoW tiring, how stressfUl or even feel like dying.. we gotta be strong and overcome it!! cuz it's we who build uP our own life.. we haf our own rights to gO ahead with our goals..so no matter wad we cannot fall dowN..!! i'll be there to motivate u de!! sO duN gib uP or sad k?? i'll pRotect u as long as i can!! wahaha i say like i'm ur gf lydat!! wUlala..
|inG -1207-
life is meaningless- HATE me pls .
9:04 PM
Tuesday, January 13, 2004
oh manx.. mAIne wad happen to U?? haiz y nowadays got sO many prOblems.. haiz.. ytd nite sms maine cuz i really veri fan, but end up din reply her cuz quarrel with him la.. i really thinks he picked on mE loh.. cuz i nv spread abt him ard the sch.. den he accuse mE.. den say my r/s with pple lousy tat's y pple say is i spread de.. seriouslY damn angry but i really no strengh to fight.. i asked him to gib mE PEace and dun disturb mE cuz i'm totally breakdown liao.. haiz.. not trying to b bad to him la.. but i really need peace in my life.. i'm really too stress and trouble le loh.. i've enuff problems to fan liaO..
haiz.. BB nv mail mE for a few days lE.. dun haf her news really make mE lack of motivations in life loh.. haiz.. skip FHy lec today.. ytd got quiz wor, ahaha cheated loh.. -wink- ain't i smart.. lol.. k la.. mE sick and not enuff rest.. gotta gO rest lE.. maine anything juz sms ME or wad loH.. even if it's in the middle of the nite juz sms ME.. cuz i din really been slp well so i'll talked to u when i'm not slping loh.. dun be so fan.. everYthing will B finex.. got ling here.. i'll sUpport u de.. no matter in mentally of physically k?? -sayang- k la.. nitex...
|ing -1207-
life is meaningless- HATE me pls .
9:24 PM
im tired... ling.. got no idea wat happened to me... i dun even noe wat am i going to do next sia.. ahaha.. had been stress up by sch work.. the more i wana avoid things and feelings.. the more i felt pek cek and there comes my attitude!!! aRgh... i tink i really have some problem up there sia.. ahaha.. AM MAD?? my temper is getting hotter and hotter.. my attitude is getting worse.. im becoming frm bad to worse.. im not long an angel.. but a devil.. nice description rite.. ahaha.. or frm the start.. i am already a devil?? maybe coz of my da xiao jie temper.. i alwayz nv think of how my dear feels... maybe coz i wana change.. i tends to control every of my temper.. the more i tolerate.. the more pek cek i am.. the more ATTITUDE i show.. i dun wish to hurt her.. but guess.. in the end.. i hurt the both of us.. i SUX ya.. her possession.. her sensative.. her protective.. her attitude.. her behaviour.. her xiao hai zi pi qi.. i juz gotta accept it slowly.. though i nearly been tied till i cant breathe.. but i gotta "get used" to it.. coz she is my dear... and we gonna be together forever... baby ("V") dEvil...
life is meaningless- HATE me pls .
1:07 PM
Sunday, January 11, 2004
OPps.. ling.. is a last min thingy to go mOnkz.. tat's y nv jio u go.. coz i noe ur mum wun allow ma.. ahaha.. i tink u more impt la.. so i try to find one day go meet u at ur sch k.. i will one.. either mon or tue lor.. see wat tym ur sch ends lor.. dun sad k.. oh ya.. I HAD MY HAIR CUT!!! ahaha.. look lyk xiao mei mei now sia.. wif SHORT fringe.. ahaha.. u wanted tat ritE?? ahaha.. bleahx.. i have it liao sia.. heex.. yEAH!! finally.. ally is coming back SOON.... ahaha.. i miss her too but not as much as ling la.. =X i miss ling even MORE MORE MORE!! heex... hope tat i will have more tym tis week sia.. though my mood a bit the siao siao one.. but really hope i will control my temper towards my dear.. but.. me tis da xiao jie temper.. cant seems to change ya.. and tat's y fOx cant tolerate me?? maybe kriz oso cant?? everything depends on time bah.. let nature take it course ya.. haiz.. i shld not have negative thinking rite.. kKk.. i SHALL BE POSITIVE den.. ahaha..
life is meaningless- HATE me pls .
11:45 PM
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|iNg -1207-life is meaningless- HATE me pls .
2:02 PM
Saturday, January 10, 2004
wAh.. maine gO monks nv jIO mE along.. so bAD.. -bleah- anyway i oso dun think i can go la.. sobx.. wOw.. maine gg to have holidays le.. wahaha.. -hint- come meet mE lehz.. wahaha i got sch.. come fetch me??? wahaha.. nia i doubt maine will come meet mE la, cuz she always with her dear.... -sad- ytd got to chat with ally wor.. *3 cheers* she's coming back on 21st Jan. yEAh!! and i'm gg to meet her in the nite.. wUlala i'm so excited.. looking forward for that day to arrive wor.. hmm counting down liao.. trAlala.. oh she's broke le.. kinda worry for her loh.. she can't buy stuffs she like.. feel so sad for her lehz.. hmm she say she'll support mE after she come back.. wahaha she ar.. think too much liao.. dunno she can make it not loh.. wahaha.. it's a heavy burden lehz.. everything sO ex!! i'm like struggling le.. juz now this year wld b a greaT and prosper yeaR.. -weEwEe- k la.. i miss maine wor.. can't seems to get to chat with her.. sad..!!
|ing -1207-
life is meaningless- HATE me pls .
10:13 PM
went mOnkz yest wif my dear.. kor.. ivy.. jasper.. jove and ongling.. nth special ya.. get to noe brandon.. den steff den one of their fren lor.. ahaha.. so funny sia.. heex.. oh ya.. tdy is me n my dear anniversary worz.. hMmm.. 9th mth.. ahaha.. we actually miscount tat tym lor.. toOtz.. blur liao sia.. hMmm.. anyway.. im really very happy wif wat i am now.. though deeply hurt b4.. but i stand up again and carry on.. now.. whenever i see her.. is either a smilez or a hi.. yest i still accidently bang onto her sia.. so pai seh.. ahaha.. well.. i tink frenz are better den stranger sia.. so... hmmm.. lyk tat lor.. heEx.. hMmm.. ling ya.. i tink we are okie lor.. though we will quarrel but dun worry ya.. we will be fine and still be together de ya.. coz i noe we do cherish each other ya.. =) i oso got alot of work to do.. still got training.. stressed up cum tired cum sian sia..no way to avoid it.. so juz gotta bare wif it lor.. hopefully i will faster finish everything ya.. ya.. my holiday coming worz.. on the 17th!! ahaha.. tat mean.. one more week of sch nia.. den im goin for a short break.. looking forward worzz.. ahahah.. -10-
life is meaningless- HATE me pls .
3:53 PM
Friday, January 09, 2004
yoz.. finally i can go in to blog le.. *yEAh* mAIne i osO miss U lots woR.. ahaha.. mE damn busy with sch work aR.. suPer stress and shag loh.. sOooO tired cAN.. haiz can die soon liao ar.. hmm u and kriz aR.. better haf some harMony wor.. dun affect ur sch work hor.. haiz pplE will haf mood swings, so maybe she got mood swing la.. dun scare k?? i'll PrOtect u de.. -wiNk- oh aLLy BB mail mE.. *3 chEErs* ahaha this week din get to chat with her except on mOnday.. dEn we suppose to mEet online ltr to chAt.. wulAla dunno wad time she coming online loh.. *eaGEr* Oh.. she say she'll prove to u all dE.. so ya.. we shld see how she prove rite?? BB gotta work hard wor!! -wink- love her sOOO much!! today mE no school.. shiok aR!! but monday got quiz liao.. fOOd hygiEne quIZ!!! dunno test wad.. ARgh.. so stress.. aRGh.. dEn my classMAte all boring type dE.. siAn.. sobx.. mE still veri tired but i got tons of hmwk to dO!! -stressed-
|ing -1207-
life is meaningless- HATE me pls .
11:09 AM
Thursday, January 08, 2004
ling... hao xiang ni worz.. have not been seeing u online.. and i duno y ya.. hope tat u are fine ya.. and tat person nv irritate u le ya.. how school lei?? lots of homework ma?? hmMm... actually.. nth special tdy ya.. juz as normal lor.. recently my dear's temper not very the good worz.. but i duno y ya.. she keep rising her voice while toking to me.. if not giving me a veri pek cek face.. haiz.. izzit coz i make her angry again?? hmMmm.. dun dare to argue back ya.. if not ltr we will quarrel ya.. my temper isnt very good too ya.. somemore come tat one.. having real heavy mood swing lor.. but den i dun dare to fa pi qi.. me scared of dear dear ya.. sob sob... so shut uP better rite... =X had not been having enough slp ever since sch starts.. everyday seems to be so so so so so busy.. alot of work to do.. trainings.. projects.. tests... really very stress up ya.. though having a real bad day but i still nv show it out.. coz i scared i might provoke my dear.. ltr she pek cek again sia.. damn tired le.. gotta rest soon ya.. nitez..
-10-
life is meaningless- HATE me pls .
12:00 AM
Monday, January 05, 2004
yEAh.. today got to chat with BB.. ahaha she mail mE.. BB u sure u can prove to them and mE?? haiz.. today got gastric pain all bcuz of him la.. well nvm la.. since it's already settle, i dun wish to think or care abit it le.. hmm today attend food hygiene lec.. so fun although it seems like biology and home econ. but i think this will be fun loh.. so looking forward for tml lec loh.. hEE.. ahha next maine go out with a particular abt food hygiene girl liao.. -bleah-
Jake: dunnno who are u.. but dun be sad la.. if u two are fated.. u all will be together no matter how hard or obstacles u all been thru loh.. if u fall juz stand up and continue ur path.. i know it might b veri tough but u gotta be strong loh.. life still gotta moved on no matter wad.. i'm a lively example.. i gg thru many miserable stuff but i fall le stand up and fall le stand up again.. gotta jiA you k?? i gib u my moral support hor.. although i'm oso facing many prob.. but i willing to gib u moral support .. k la u tC and jiA you...
|inG -1207-
life is meaningless- HATE me pls .
10:52 PM
jake di: came to blog specially for u sia.. so LISTEN UP k... follow ur heart and not wat ppl wan u to be or do.. if u really tink wat is right den do it... i had been repeating n repeating liao sia.. dun wish to repeat again here.. but.. if you seriously love her.. den do wait for her ya.. TRUE love is hard to find.. if u feel tat she is the right one for u.. the more u shld forgo everything and wait for her.. love her for who she is but not who she love.. ur sincerity will touched her one day.. and as tym goes by.. her heart will belong to you one day... it is juz a matter of tym for her to forget her son.. and it is oso juz a matter of tym for u to heal ur sadness.. if ever u n her can overcome everything and be together... TRUST ME.. u all will be xin fu one.. but if she is treating u as a sub.. i dun tink she worth ur love at all lor... be wise and tink carefully.. if u made a wrong step, it will be very hard for u to turn back again.. let nature take it course.. and dun let it bother u so much le k.. i still feel tat studies is more impt for u now ya.. and oso for her.. she will be having o level lor.. anyway.. do remember tat no matter wat decision u make.. i will support u ya.. and if happens tat u fall and she leave u wif sadness.. ur frenz and i will alwayz be here to pull u up again k.. u will never fall wen im ard k.. so no matter how tough it gonna be.. nv ever fall.. life still have to carry on k.. =) take gd care ya.. muackz... jia yOu...
life is meaningless- HATE me pls .
12:47 AM
Sunday, January 04, 2004
SOUND OF COLOURS RULEZ.. is is damn nice sia.. so swt.. i oso wana stick a star star sticker on my dear's face le.. ahaha.. nope.. chop ink better.. ahaha.. having PMS sia.. the feeling aint great at all.. pain pain.. but i will be fine ya.. no worries ling and dear.. ahem.. thought of the past?? wat?? ally?? CL?? me?? von?? ahaha.. ling.. wat are u missing sia?? hMmm.. izzit same as me?? oPps.. =X nv cry hor?? well.. ya.. agree wif u tat life still goes on ya.. as long as i noe ppl tat i miss and care are living happily, there's nth else i shld complain or say ya.. i was damn fed up and irritated by SOMEONE lor.. keep asking me abt things.. and tokin all the cork.. i can die sia.. in the end.. cannot take it le.. and i BLOCKED him.. bad ma?? eh... no bah?? ahaha.. he sound as if he is a reporter or policerman.. and i need to report to him abt everything.. arGh.. pek cek!! ling ar.. tRue lOver not easy to find worz.. take ur tym ya.. let nature take it's course lor.. sch starts tml.. argh.. gotta wake up damn early again sia.. haiz...
deArest lAo gOng: heex.. did i?? did i change?? hmm.. maybe a bit bah.. well well.. i change to better rite.. heex.. though i duno why i had changed but the fact is i had changed.. perharps tis shld be the way i am as usual bah.. juz tat the 2 yrs indeed made me lose myself.. now tat i found back myself.. im happy too.. =) i love u more n more each day... and im really glad to have u..
life is meaningless- HATE me pls .
4:41 AM
Saturday, January 03, 2004
jus see my laopo went back hm ya...we went to watch movie at ps wif ling...von...sunzi N her gal ya..e show is so nice..so sweet ya... never regret watching ya...after tat go haf our lunch N walk ard ya...then my dear dear stomach very very pain!!!cos women AV ar...so see her like tat my heart more pain...so ask her to go back hm ya...so went back ard 5plus ya...then ask her go rest rest ya...then i was very tired too so fall asleep ya....then ard 9plus i send her go take cab le ya to go back hm...dear i miz u lots worz...heez...[kr|z]
LAOPO:after ur return of holiday...everything seem to change...i reli happy...cos finally u made it ya!!i love e way u r now...e way u treat me ...e way u care 4 me...n every single thing...thanks dear...after so long i waited,jus 4 now...i made it too!!i finally won!!heez...i oso waiting 4 our 1year...2year...3year n more anniversary worz...i know we can make it ya!!as long as our hearts beats as one...we'll make tis word"forever"btw us came true k...i mean it ya!!cos there's nothing can replace u anymore...u r oso my one N onli...i'll love u till 4ever N ever...nothing can stop us le ya...we'll go though our ups N down together wif no worries le...i miz u lots lots lots lots!!!!!i love u more N more each day passes...[12-kriz]
life is meaningless- HATE me pls .
10:55 PM
toDAy went moVIe with maine, kriz, von, hui shan and her gf, shu hui.. ahaha finally watched the sound of colours wor.. so happY.. it was a good show manx. -2 thumbs uP- *grIn* after tat went Far EAst eat chicken rice.. wahaha i saw rAy.. lol smile to her.. did enjoy today although veri tired wor.. -yawN- juz now suddenly tot of the past wor.. haiz.. dunno y oso.. oh well life still goes on ar.. lol my brO bursary at my sch.. cOOl ar.. lol gotta bring them there.. sian.. todAy missed the chance to talk to BB haiz.. oh well she managed to e-mail mE *3 cheers*.. hai.. kriz they all asking mE to find new lover.. haiz. dunno how.. -consfused- guess let nature take it course ar.. -wink-
ytd was damn angry loh.. idert.. get to know he talk bad abt mE liao.. fed up.. anyhow accuse mE talking bad abt him.. who will wan to talk bad abt him or anything gotta to with him.. pek cek.. since he soOOo unhappy abt me den y bother?? forget it la.. wad for talk bad abt me.. act pitY only.. sUcks!!!
well hopefully tml wld get a chance to talk to bb wor.. *prAy hard* -bleah- hmm dunno maine feeling better not?? haiz..
[|inG] -1207-
life is meaningless- HATE me pls .
9:13 PM
Friday, January 02, 2004
yEAh.. today chat with bb on msn for quite long.. so happy loh.. *3 cheers* haiz but den whne come to ending the conversion.. feel so sad loh.. almost cried sia.. *sobx* well we miss each other greatly and now we have to wait till after 22nd den can meet.. sobx.. haiz gotta endure.. juz now talk to felicia.. wahaha both of us are crapping on msn.. she keeps on bullying mE bluff mE!! hmmp she baddie loh.
he juz called mE.. argh he is so paranoid loh.. it's juz a friendster contact.. y muz he make a big fuss over it.. fed up loh.. make mE bad mood loh!! -argh-
oh well tml gg to watch movie wor.. *3 cheers* gg to watch sound of colours.. oh no.. means i can't talk to BB lehz.. how?? haiz.. but i really wanna watch the show ma.. haiz.. sorry bb, i go watch the show and chop chop come home k?
[|inG] -1207-
life is meaningless- HATE me pls .
11:11 PM
It's getting bored in here... ahaha.. mOnkz really very bored liao ar... but den i still enjoy my time wif my dear... and we had a memorable day.. ahaha.. ahem... went monkz wif my dear, sunzi, ling, melson kor, jove, ongling and bee eng.. den after tat ivy, mellinsa and kwai fung join us.. but den we go in different pub ya.. ivy they all went lighthse.. den we stay in monkz.. keep coming in and out of monkz.. it is really damn stuffy inside.. veri hot too... saw alot of ppl ya.. my juniors.. fox.. pearlyn.. kaeden.. xiang xiang.. alot alot alot ya.. heex... veri tired... after everything.. went golden cafe and eat.. hMmm.. dear order soup for me.. yummy.. actually wana continue playing wif melson they all one but hor.. we are too tired le.. so went home instead.. had a hard tym getting a cab at tat tym.. in the end.. we on call cab.. lame rite?? and walked all the way to funan to get the cab.. tootz.. walk alot.. leg veri pain sum more wearing heels.. den get scolding frm my dear bcoz i wana save money.. ahaha.. long story.. nvm.. reach home ard 6.. bath n wash up.. den we continue drinking our vodka.. veri strong sia.. we din add much 7-up.. veri hot den veri strong.. in the end.. the 2 of us were drunk.. ahaha.. lame ritE?? and den the 2 of us dance and den slp ard 7.. i woke up ard 11.. but my dear stil slp lyk a pig.. den i go and disturb her slp.. heex.. i watch her slp.. so cute sia.. cannot take it.. really look lyk pooh bear sia.. heex.. bleahx.. sob sob.. miss my lao gong alot ya.. hmm.. she nv get enuff rest and yet she is working now.. sure veri tired one worz.. haiz.. anyway.. no choice ma.. she gotta earn money to yang me.. heex.. yeapx.. sch starting soon.. hopefully tis will be a great yr.. =)
dear dear: im looking forward to our 1st yr anni worz.. heex.. muaCkz.. love u lot lot lot.. forever will nv be a lie k.. coz everyone noes.. we will last veri veri veri long de.. hUggies.. wo ai ni... =)
ally n ling: hope u all will have a great start in yr 2004... do cherish each other k.. i noe u 2 will ya.. best wishes and really hope to see u 2 together again.. =) ling.. tym table will be better next sem.. be more +ve k.. muackz.. love u lotz.. and pai seh ya.. juz now cry for duno wat.. but seriously.. i miss those days.. but i cant turn back tym.. and things.. ppl.. will nv be the same again.. anyway.. i will be fine.. moving on to my future wif ur kOr.. heex.. *bleahz.. i lOve yOu!!
ade dearie: hor hor.. O LEVEL!!! ahem.. gotta do all ur best for 2004 k.. muz really study hard ya.. dun play play le hor.. no tym to play liao.. study first.. hEex.. i sound lyk ur mother ya?? wahaha.. all the best ya.. muackz.. miss u lotz.. huggies...
`jake di: let nature take it course ya.. do study hard and dun tink so much le k.. as ur jie.. im suppose to be alwayz there for u ya.. so dun say thankz or such "polite" stuff k.. hEex.. hope tat u are on ur way out of the circle.. do take gd care k.. continue to jia you ya.. hUgZzz..
sunzi n shu hui: si huishan!!! duno wen ur com will be properly working to come and read tis and pass the msg to ur dear ya.. anyway.. behave urself ar.. dun play play ar.. got stead le still bio gals.. ahahah.. muz be devoted k.. treat shu hui gd gd ya.. u 2 oso.. better study hard hor.. den muz get into the same poly.. ahaha.. muz last long long k.. me and ah gong going to 1 yr liao le.. faster catch up lei.. ahaha.. *bleahx!! i noe u 2 will last long one ya.. cherish each other lot lot k.. take care.. muackz.. i love u.. =)
life is meaningless- HATE me pls .
2:07 AM
Thursday, January 01, 2004
hAppy nEw yEAr..!! *wink* ytd went monks to countdown New year.. kaoz was so boring there loh.. fall aslp wor.. -hee- ahaha receive 1 rose from my cutie dear.. isn't she sweet ar?? -bleah- but den she dun wan be my gf lehz.. sobx.. ahaha nah juz kidding.. -bleah- he come over to my area and juz to see my hair loh.. so bO liao rite?? haiyo.. monday in sch can see liao den so anxious for wad rite?? ahahah as if i'm his gf or wad lydat.. wahhaa.. anyway, din get bb news for 2 days lehz. sad sia.. sobx.. hope tml i wld be able to get her news ba.. wahaha.. anyway, sch gg to reopen le.. good luck pple.. ahaa enjoy ur sch life bA.. mine was sux totally manx..-sobx-
[|ing] -1207-
life is meaningless- HATE me pls .
10:46 PM
